Untitled Story Jick Love Story Intro

Nick I'm scared what if he finds out he going to beat me like he did with my mother,he the reason she is dead fucking jackass and kevin is worthless he thinks me and him get along i want to tell him,but he threan to kill me or beat me until i die,but maybe its a good thing. i still here my mothers screams everynight its scary but warms my heart. the thing is i have a sercet well 2.if i told you promise never tell my father, but first let me introduce myself.My name is Nick Lucas im 16 and living in a shity apartment with my drunkass abusive father. there is one of my secrcets. you see everyday in the moring and after school i get beat up for stupid stuff im sorta like a slave to him wait no scatch that i am a slave to him.i wish someone will kick his ass for me which sorta leads up to my other sercet.if i tell you please dont call me any names okay you ready im gay yes gay and if my father knew well lets just say in 5 years someone will say 'what ever happen to nick no has never see him again' so yeah you get my point i think i dont want that to happen stops writing-Nicks Dad: NICK!!! GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE-nick rolles his eyes and starts write-ugh i go to go,my druckass father wants me,bye-end of Nick Pov/journal i hope you like and btw he as like a journal thing that he writes in so thats gonna be his P.O.V anys comment me and tell me what you think i may post again today and can you help me with the title of this story because i cannot think of one =(.