Yung Shinra - Suicide Note Pt. 3 [Prod. M.E.]

I been always telling truth and no I do not make it up missing days when I was young looking at who I've become if I die today I swear to god no looking back if you wanted it back then then why would you regret it now? there's always a choice and always a consequence thank the lord I ain't in jail or in body bag streets turned me into savage ain't afraid to drop a body past is evil and dirty devil want me to crash put my team up on the map making hits we speak the facts sun go down through the city killers everywhere on sight split your shit no 50 50 end up in the dead of night made my own lane and I done it in the nick of time so much pain inside my mind I cannot pretend that I'm fine if you could feel how I feel you'd probably end your life the differences I ain't no bitch cause I earned my stripes ain't no colors when I bang you taking shots I sent em back between your eyes bitch I lost my heart can't close my eyelids it's only death that I reside in we multiply ain't no dividing I wanna feel like I'm alive yeah how the fuck you say you down for me you went and fucked around on me you is the same this ain't no game can't fuck with thots might catch an std my best advice for you is stay the fuck away from me I'll fuck your life up through these tracks so you can feel a fraction of how you made me feel when you said I was overreacting this ain't poetic nothing this the truth I spit melodically way too methodically I get it stuck inside your head and don't never forget the love I had for you fuck love don't promise me now you dead to me that's honestly. life is pain I'm in the rain where I'll remain forever they say that life gets better shit I'm wishing it would let up waiting for the day but it ain't coming fast enough I put that nina to my head I think I'm dead I'm done flashing back to when I felt like I had some kind of purpose this just how I feel tell me is living really worth it cause I don't know I'm going crazy in my mind aye I don't think I'm in a good state of mind frame mood swinging like a pendulum just get the fuck up out of my space talk to me when you figure out how you really want this I would never switch for no profits forever real until I'm dead up in my coffin.