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#newmusic #$uicideboy$ #rap #sad #music Prod.Sphynx - On Youtube Lyrics: Verse 1 - Poppin them pills i cant put them away tears that I've cried they put ice on my chain never wanted fame only wanted my bae tell the 59 they're the reason i stayed one in the chamber put one in my face my own death is my only escape the god that i pray the demons I've seen they cry put it away but my worth is a dream laying in bed just trying to sleep opiates to aid but they killin my dreams hoping for fans that will sing my own stories hoping for bands that will never hold me I'm a worthless piece of shit and my death will be lonely so i hope one day, someone will feel me sorely this was never intended when i was created they loved me so dearly but now I'm so hated surrounded by fakeness and only the safe shit i have to erase i have to escape make my own ways write my own page bibles for every safe Verse 2 - I'm stumbling on to my feet I'm stumbling into my fear i cant feel in my chest the moments that I'm depressed I'm doing it to myself i didn't know when to stop been waiting my whole life for something to give me reason to not end it and i can feel it in my chest I know I'm not enough and I'm pushin em back I know that I'm fuckin up but nothing makes sense inside my head i shouldn't have you let you down it moments i though you'd drown i know took the fame you know i left town suicide creepin up in my mind8 suicide creepin up in my mind thinkin that i might die i connect like wifi bitches think i might die i don't give a fuck because i never tried every moment that i pace every moment that i waste you ever heard of my name I've always been a nobody confined to the background with no shot of getting out i wonder if I'm too much or maybe that I'm not enough or maybe i don't give a fuck