XXXTENTACION - Jocelyn Flores (Lyrics + перевод на русский язык)

I know you so well, so well I mean, I can do anything that he can I've been pretty I know you're somewhere, somewhere I've been trapped in my mind girl, just holding on I don't wanna pretend there's something, we're nothing I've been stuck thinking 'bout her, I can't hold on I'm in pain, wanna put ten shots in my brain I've been trippin' 'bout some thin's, can't change Suicidal, same time I'm tame Picture this, in bed, get a phone call Girl that you fucked with killed herself That was this summer and nobody helped And ever since then, man, I hate myself Wanna fuckin' end it Pessimistic All wanna see me with no pot to piss in But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm diggin' Havin' conversations about my haste decisions Fuckin' sickenin' At the same time, memory surfaced through the grapevine 'Bout my uncle playin' with a slipknot Post traumatic stress got me fucked up Been fucked up since a couple months they had a nigga locked up I be feelin' pain, I be feelin' pain just to hold on And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb I be feelin' pain, I be feelin' pain just to hold on And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb I know you so well, I know you well I mean, I can do anythin' that he can I've been pretty