that one DBD moment where i goes full existencial VODS

credit and context English is my second language so i really apologize if i can't articulate my wording very well or choose words that might upset some. context diabetes problem in indonesia is cultural thing about relieving thirst most of the time with cold sweet tea with alot of sugar due sugar is the cheapest. second context about mental health is how media romanticize suffering to sell it. Context taken video is from Olisunvia from the video "the desire to be sad: "tragically beautiful" art & romanticizing mental illness" -- Watch live at   / wadermelony