IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY MOST PRECIOUS BELOVED SON, BABY JULIO DENNIS "BABY IGNOT" REGALADO-PELAYO 👼🏻
I had a stillborn five months ago due to a concealed placental abruption. Went 50:50, Loss 3.5L of blood. We were 9 days away from our scheduled c-section delivery. 💔 Baby Julio-baby Ignot was our first born, our only child, and our first ever pregnancy. Jai and I were very excited, genuinely happy & so ready for our son baby julio-ignot. We have so many plans for him but our earthside story ended so soon. In a blink of an eye our future with our little boy ended. 💔 Never been picked in raffle prices all my life but I was picked for this. Life was so unfair. We were so ready for him. Everything was on set. He is the only one missing. Our son was so loved by everyone, everyone was so excited for his arrival because he is the first grandbaby, grandson, nephew on both sides of our family. It hurts so bad we were fine and confident about us, we were just waiting for our scheduled c-section. We were not given a chance to be with him earthside. The day the concealed placental abruption happened It's just a normal day, nothing odd or unusual we were just watching tv and I was planning what I'm gonna eat for lunch. It was so fast, everything happened so fast. We thought i was on labor because there's no bleeding or anything just severe cramps. I gave up my career and the opportunities offered to me, because I was embracing motherhood, and want to be a full time mom to baby julio and just continue my career when he was old enough but all of this, never had the chance to happen. What hurts to me the most is WE WERE OKAY, My baby julio was a NORMAL HEALTHY HAPPY BABY but in a blink of an eye this happens and he was GONE. How can you get JUSTICE or ANSWERS on something you have NO CONTROL OVER or something that the doctor's / modern medicine have no further studies to tell you or that it's something you didn't anticipated to happen. We did everything, I was so careful with him. I was so concerned, alert when it comes to him. It really hurts because I did everything beyond my power, love and care. If only my love could save him, he would have lived forever. If there was NO placental abruption that occur, HE WILL BE HERE WITH ME. 😢 We have solid proofs to show for that we were okay yet this happened to us. Never I expected my pregnancy will end up like this. It hurts so much. I wish in time it will get easier and lighter, that I can fully accept this ill faith that has been bestowed upon us. He was just a baby, my baby. He is the sweetest, calm and kind baby of all time, I know his personality. He doesn't made me suffer on our pregnancy journey. I missed the feeling of him on my womb, him wiggling around. We were robbed of his future life, and the life we supposed to have with him, Our son. ☹️ My baby julio was born sleeping on August 26, 2024 which was National Heroes Day. He is indeed a HERO because he saved his nanay's life. He made sure that our OB was in town that day because it was the last day of a long weekend-holiday and also there was no traffic or something that will delay our arrival when jai was rushing us to the hospital. 🦸🏻♂️🎖️🫡 Our estimated due date was October 2, 2024 which was The feast of the Guardian Angels, I think it was a sign all along that he was really meant to be an angel, even though it hurts so much. I'm so grateful to have carried him in my womb, I birthed an angel. Our baby angel. 👼 I called him "Ignot" since I first saw him on our early growth scan at 4 weeks because he looks like an EGG or ITLOG. He was a baby so when you do a baby talk and say itlog, it's pronounced as "Ignot". come to think of it he was on my womb-my shell, like an egg the whole time, before he went to heaven. We share a lots of love, routines, bondings and memories together, he made us feel how to be parents and how to love unconditionally regardless of anything and for that I will forever cherish and be grateful that I have him as my son, for as long as I live. He is forever my ignot and forever in my heart. 🤍 Rest in peace my angel baby ignot, Enjoy heaven for us. Play happily with all of your toys & books together with the other angels. We will hold you in our hearts forever and we will meet you again in heaven. 🕊️ Thank you for saving and giving nanay a second life. ❤️🩹 Please choose me again, my ignot to be your nanay ulit ha. Balik ka sa amin or padala ka ng kapatid mo intayin ni nanay ha.🕊️ I love you all ways & always, baby julio-ignot. I miss you so so much beyond words can ever described. Oh. How I long for our what ifs & how I long for you my son, my precious baby julio - baby ignot.🤱🏻🕊️👼 A moment in our arms, a lifetime in our hearts. We will hold you in our hearts forever until we can hold and be with you again in heaven, our precious little boy. Always remember that nanay & tatay loves you very much with all of our hearts. 👼🏻👨👩👦 Baby Julio Dennis "Ignot" Regalado - Pelayo. 👼🕊️ Born sleeping August 26, 2024 at 12:04 PM 🪽 #stillborn #babyloss #childloss #placentalabruption