ghosthands x emryl. - sad to grow (official video)

stream/download - https://fanlink.tv/sadtogrow Director of photography and colourist - Campbell Kaye   / campbellkaye04   Editor - Josh Day support emryl. - https://linktr.ee/emryl lyrics: Doors closing on my hands I open up but the irony melts it I hoped you wouldn’t Feel the weight of what I said By now you should, I should’ve moved past this Don’t ask me who I am A little past due, all a part of the plan Wake up You know I can’t Act like I don’t give a damn If I want it bad enough Could I go back home? Isn’t it sad? Is it sad to grow? I tape down the tears on the picture The paper fades the more I lift it up Scared of the same mistakes in the mirror I dream too sweet, the bitter fills my cup Aren’t you growing old for this? Don’t be sorry for asking, I saw You roll in the snow, again, have I Run out of time to be happy? If it want it bad enough I’ll get it back, I’m running Fast enough, that it won’t catch You grab my arm, before I crash You said it’s sad, I know - you’re tied up in the same place Am I wrong for what I miss Well who should I be thanking, I thought I heard your hello again Somewhere in passing If I want it bad enough Could I go back home? Isn’t it sad? Is it sad to grow? As fragile as it gets How could I ask for more You took me out to see the sky You said it took you a few years, but I’m so glad that you tried You brought me out cherish time Aren’t you finally happy to be here, aren’t you happy to cry? I wanted it bad, I know Don't wanna go back home I said it’s not sad It’s not sad to grow