Nail Polish Collection More info below Hi everyone and welcome to my channel. My name is Melanie and I do a variety of videos, my most prodomiante videos being vlogs. Today's video is of the Christmas DVDs I own and which is my favourite. As I couldn't find my complete collection, and didn't want a short video, I've added all the sealed DVDs, I own, and talk about why I bought them and if I've watched them or not. **** As much as I enjoy my 'other content' videos that go up on a Sunday and Tuesday I am finding it more and more difficult to film them or have the motivation to film or even feel well enough to do it. I will always try and get videos up on a Sunday and Tuesday but they aren't my priority, my health is, which is hard for me to say or even realise but I've given too much of myself, at times, and always tried to get videos on here at the cost of my own mental health. Time away from this channel, vlog wise, over the summer made me realise a lot and I know I can't constantly put this channel and other people first, I need to put myself first, for once. **** Please subscribe to my channel and click the bell notification button, then you will be alerted when I do a similar video, which I'm planning. Thank you for watching :) I now have Instagram (add me) - melanie_ytinsta **** Filmed 12th December 2018 I am still struggling, massively, with my mental health - anxiety and depression, and still trying to film, for my channel. I am not talking about what's making me feel the way I feel or what's going on because it makes me feel worse, so, for now, I will talk about being down and anxious but, for my own mental well being, I can't and won't talk about things in details. I now have Instagram (add me) - melanie_ytinsta To get money off the best, healthy, snack subscription box, Sourced Box, please use the following link: https://t.co/99y70E2el1 To get £7 off your first Degustabox, use the following code: MELANIEA-AC18 https://www.degustabox.com/en/ **** Hi, I'm Melanie and I live in Lancashire. I am currently struggling with severe anxiety and depression and most days I find it hard to have any motivation to do anything or even leave the house. I am vlogging, as much as I can, to try and encourage and push myself to do something daily instead of sitting round doing nothing. I feel like it will give me something to do but also something to look back on to see if I am improving or just to see how I was feeling at that particular time. I hope these videos help show the different sides to anxiety, depression and confidence issues, for those who don't suffer from them. I also want to show others that they aren't alone and that lots of other people suffer with these issues and we all suffer in different ways and it's nothing to feel ashamed of, like some people makes us feel, and it's OK to ask for help and to tell others about how we are feeling. I've struggled with that, for a long time, and I still do, but I hope that some how what I am struggling with can encourage others to speak out too. Any questions please leave them down below, please subscribe and please click the notification button. Thanks for watching :) Please don't forget to like and subscribe to my channel and click the bell notification button.