My Lord and my God , I do believe - Thomas disciple of Jesus Christ - Doubter Thomas

Thomas the disciple of Jesus Christ. Doubting Thomas Traditions mentioned that after Jesus ascension to Heaven. Thomas the disciple went to India by selling himself as slave. One of traditions mentioned that Jesus appeared to a merchant and sell Thomas to him as slave for a king. Thats how Thomas spread good news to India. In my personal opinion after reading materials, Thomas is very loyal and believe what he see. Thats why he believe Jesus as Messiah based on what he see. Thomas doubtful of Jesus resurection is partly due to this which sadly is the one that makes him believe. ============================================= Producer: thebearcatrabbit Written By: thebearcatrabbit © 10 July 2025, thebearcatrabbit channel band all rights reserved. ============================================= Lyrics : Here is my story I regret I cannot repay my Lord I regret I have not enough serving my Lord and my God for his mercy and forgiveness when he forgive my doubting heart And yet He is merciful to me I was raised to believe what I see I see Roman oppresion I see Priests corruption I see wickedness It is pain for my heart Till I saw my Lord and my God He heals the sick my Lord and my God He shares breads with poor my Lord and my God He shows that God is still for us my Lord and my God He is the one I cherish my Lord and my God He is the one I will serve with all my Lord and my God He is the one I worship and cherish Yet yet Seen his tribulation crush my spirit Seen him crucified I feel I am a wanderer on earth I do not have any more home But in my heart in my heart his words ringing my Lord and my God will come back for me my Lord my God I need proof of you coming back I need proof of you coming back my Lord my God People said they saw you have risen my Lord my God I want to believe but I cannot but I cannot I challenge my brothers looking for truth Unless I feel his hands and his warmth I will not believe Forgive me , but I need to see you I need to touch your hands touch his hands my Lord my God my Lord my God I need to see you I need to see you in flesh THEN THEN my Lord my God my Lord my God You here You are here my Lord my God You are risen You are risen Then he said to me Put your finger here See my hands Reach your hands to my side then Thomas Thomas Thomas Thomas Stop doubting and believe Stop doubting and believe He is my Lord and my God , my Lord and my God , He is here with me I cried and fall on my knees I feel HIS embrace over me I feel His hands I feel His forgiveness my Lord and my God He is merciful and He Forgives My Lord my God His forgiveness I will carry it forever This Forgiveness This mercy I will carry it forever And serving You forever And serving You forever till forever and ever till forever and ever