If Only You Were Here. [Nick's Life/Jick Story] Ep. 1;My True Calling.

READ IN HERE!! Okay so here is the first ep of my series!! I hope you guys like it. Comment.Rate.Subscribe. Tell Me What You Guys Think! The current setting of this story is right before summer break. Nick and Joe are in 8th grade. They are about to be Freshman's in High School. It was friday afternoon and School had just ended for the day. Nick and Joe are walking to their bus. [A/N: Yes they both ride the same bus, they live kinda close to each other.] Nick: Walking beside joe about to get on the bus So Joe you coming over to my house later to study for our Biology final tomorrow? Joe: Get's on the bus Hummm... i don't think i can make it bud, i have a date tonight. Nick: Rolls his eyes With who? Joe: Sets in the back of the bus Oh boy let me tell you she's hot!! Nick: Sets across from Joe Just tell me who it is? Joe: Smiles Okay, it's Chelsea! Nick: Scoffs, disgusted Chelsea Staub? Joe: Rests his head on the bus seat Yupp! Isn't she hot? Nick: Yeah, sure. Lying Joe: Looks at Nick Hey when are you gunna double date with me? Who are you dating now? Nick: Get's upset Joe i'm not dating anyone! I don't want a girlfriend right now. Joe: His eyes widen I'm sorry Nick, i know your not ready. I swear when we get in High School i am finding you the girl of your dreams. Nick: Looks down, sad No thanks Joe. They both get off the bus at their stops. Joe walks the opposite was of Nick because they live in different directions. Nick's POV: I began to walk home by myself. Joe really upset me on the bus. I can't believe he is going on a date tonight, instead of coming over to study with me. Joe really made me mad when he ask me who i was dating. I don't know why i didn't want a girlfriend, i just don't. I wish i could stop these tears from running down my face. I really don't know why i'm crying. I just wanted Joe to stop dating all these girls. He makes me sick when he talks about them in front of me. As i walked home this weird feeling came across me and my whole body. I felt so cold, as if all the blood inside me had froze. I stopped in the middle of the road for a minute and just stood there with my head to the ground. It was like I couldn't move, like my feet were glued to the ground. Then I looked up at the blue sky and raised my hands up in the air. For a split second I felt like I had found my true calling. Then my whole body began to shake, I couldn't control it. Raging thoughts punctured my brain as I looked back at the ground. Why did I care so much about Joe? Why did I get upset when he went out with girls? Why did I always want to be around him? Was the friendship that I shared with Joe more than what it seemed? Was I infatuated with Joe Jonas? All these thoughts seemed to cut through my skin as I finally began to walk towards my house. I couldn't handle it anymore. I ran as fast I could to my house and practically broke down the front door and plunged into my room. I slammed my door so hard I could feel the walls vibrate. My body began to shake profusely, and again I couldn't stop it. It felt like I was having a seizure. I sat on my bed as a mas river of tears began to run down my face. I screamed really loud. "PLEASE JUST STOP IT!!!" I still couldn't understand what was happening. I had to end it. I set on my bed swaying back and forth. "Why me? Why do i feel this way?" I cried as I began to pull at my hair. I held my head as those burning thoughts stabbed my mind. Then it hit me. As I began to figure things out all I could see in my mind was Joe's face. I could see his big brown teddy bear eyes. The way his soft black hair, gently rested on his face. The way he always looked at me and smiled. I loved the way he would laugh at me for no reason. I loved everything about him. I melted in my bed as I pulled at my sheets. I had been hit with the astonishing truth that lied inside me all this time. I loved Joe. More than just my best friend. I was in love with him. As i closed my eyes, I could feel the wait lift off my shoulders. The unclarified feelings that I had just came to realize seemed to just drift away, as if they began to bleed inside me. I was glad i could breathe again. Holding all those thoughts inside me felt like I had a 1000 pounds of dead weight on my shoulders and simply that weight was gone, and I was glad. I began to fall into a deep sleep as I heard a familar voice. Joe: Shaking Nick Wake up Nick..... TO BE CONTINUED.... FAIR USE "Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use."