March 2002 ~ You all are experiencing profound change! ~ You would be the exception if you weren't just a wee bit wishing that things we now as they were before ... ?? NOW hear this deep yearning for something gone faraway and long ago ... Why I wondered am I incapable of listening to this poem,, which I have done a myriad times over the last week or so, without it really getting to me ? Is perhaps Kipling feeling and expressing the experience I have gone through as an expat? I am grateful to the Note stream Book Club ( https://www.notestream.com/streams/56... ) for the following extraction of a Kipling quote "๐ ๐ก๐ค๐ซ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ฝ๐ช๐ง๐ข๐๐ฃ ๐ฌ๐๐ฉ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐ก๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ค๐ง๐๐ฉ๐๐จ๐ข ๐๐ค๐ง๐ฃ ๐ค๐ ๐๐๐ง๐จ๐ฉ ๐๐ข๐ฅ๐ง๐๐จ๐จ๐๐ค๐ฃ. ๐๐๐๐ฃ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ก๐ก ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฝ๐ช๐ง๐ข๐๐ฃ โฆ ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ก๐ก ๐๐ก๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐จ ๐ฌ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ค๐ช๐ฉ ๐ฌ๐๐ฉ๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐ง๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฎ ๐๐ก๐ข๐ค๐ฃ๐-๐๐ค๐ก๐ค๐ช๐ง๐๐ ๐๐๐ง๐ก ๐ฌ๐๐ค ๐จ๐๐๐ก๐ก ๐ก๐๐ช๐๐ ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐จ๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐ค๐ค, ๐๐จ ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ฃ๐ ๐ข๐๐๐๐๐ฃ ๐ค๐ช๐๐๐ฉ. ๐๐๐ ๐จ๐๐๐ก๐ก ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฅ๐ช๐ก๐ก ๐ ๐จ๐๐ง๐ ๐ค๐ซ๐๐ง ๐๐๐ง ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฃ ๐ ๐ข๐๐ฃ ๐ก๐ค๐ค๐ ๐จ ๐๐ฉ ๐๐๐ง ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ก๐๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ช๐๐๐๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ซ๐๐ก๐ฎ ๐๐ง๐ค๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ฉ, ๐ฃ๐ค๐ง ๐จ๐๐๐ก๐ก ๐จ๐๐ ๐ฉ๐ง๐๐ข๐ฅ ๐๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ข๐ ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฃ ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ก๐ : ๐๐ค๐ง ๐ฉ๐๐๐จ๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ค๐ข๐จ ๐ค๐ ๐๐ฃ๐๐๐. ๐๐๐ ๐จ๐๐๐ก๐ก ๐ก๐ค๐ค๐ ๐๐ก๐ก ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ฌ๐ค๐ง๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ฉ๐ฌ๐๐๐ฃ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐ฎ๐๐จ, ๐๐ฃ ๐๐ค๐ฃ๐๐จ๐ฉ๐ฎ ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ค๐ค๐ ๐๐๐ก๐ก๐ค๐ฌ๐จ๐๐๐ฅ, ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ก๐ก ๐ฉ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ง ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐๐๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ง ๐ฅ๐ง๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฎ ๐ข๐ค๐ช๐ฉ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ฉ๐ ๐๐๐ค๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ ๐ฉ๐ค๐๐๐๐๐ค ๐๐ฃ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐๐๐, ๐๐ช๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐๐ฃ๐๐๐ก๐ ๐๐ค๐ค๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ง๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐๐จ ๐ค๐ ๐๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ฉ'๐จ ๐๐๐จ๐ฉ ๐๐ง๐๐ฃ๐. ๐๐ ๐๐ก๐๐๐ข๐จ ๐๐ ๐ฌ๐๐จ ๐จ๐ค ๐จ๐ฉ๐ง๐ช๐๐ ๐๐ฎ ๐ ๐ฝ๐ช๐ง๐ข๐๐จ๐ ๐๐๐๐ช๐ฉ๐ฎ ๐ค๐ฃ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ฅ๐จ ๐ค๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐ค๐ช๐ก๐ข๐๐๐ฃ ๐ฅ๐๐๐ค๐๐ ๐ฉ๐๐๐ฉ ๐๐ ๐ฅ๐๐๐ ๐ฃ๐ค ๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐๐ฃ๐ฉ๐๐ค๐ฃ ๐ฉ๐ค ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐จ๐ฉ๐ง๐ช๐๐ฉ๐ช๐ง๐ ๐๐ฉ๐จ๐๐ก๐." Whereas I am always quite deeply affected by most of the poems/plays ..whatever i work on ~ This poem has really got to me in an extraordinary fashion! I tried to understand why and it occurred to me that perhaps having come from a colony I have yearnings for that lost time! ... Indeed when I 1st arrived in England, whilst I very quickly, along with determination, accepted and worked at my new status!! However when, as they often did, programs on the box were focused on Southern Africa .. my mind would wander & I would feel as though I could, for instance, smell the odors remembered! I thought I had rationalized these feelings and buried them!! It was when I saw Kipling was actually borne in Mumbai ~ that I knew I felt, and probably still do, just as he talks of the soldiers feeling for a lost love and land. Phew!..