Leanna Firestone - Becoming Unbecoming (Visualizer)

Becoming Unbecoming by leanna firestone ► stream "Becoming Unbecoming" now! https://lnk.dmsmusic.co/leannafiresto... ► follow leanna firestone:   / leannafirestone     / leannafirestone     / leannafirestone   ►Lyrics: Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh Googled community colleges And then outpatient treatment centers I made a pros and cons list Weighing which one will fix me better And my dad got sober but we still don’t talk And I haven’t read all those books I bought And I’m not gonna do it Just gonna think about it a lot Found a gray hair in the sink And then put One Direction on I can’t accept the inevitable Unless I’m listening to their songs And my girlhood spent crying over jeans And the boys I liked that didn’t like me And thinking I was broken When I was actually just fifteen Reinvention, superstition In his image, new beginnings Always scared of something Becoming unbecoming Georgia peaches, farthest reaches Student turns into the teacher Always scared of something Becoming unbecoming Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh I was there when all all the plans were made But I wasn’t invited to them Started talking to myself I made an imaginary friend Everything changed when my favorite dog died And I got my heart broken for the first time He did it on a Wednesday He did it on a school night Reinvention, superstition In his image, new beginnings Always scared of something Becoming unbecoming Georgia peaches, farthest reaches Student turns into the teacher Always scared of something Becoming unbecoming They used to call me smart Call me bright, call me gifted And a part of me took pride In reading faster than other kids did ‘Cause when things were standardized And I was timed, and I was tested Then I could prove that I was worthy of love and attention Now I’m no longer smart No longer bright, no longer gifted And I can’t read anything If it takes me longer than fifteen minutes Yet I still scrape and search And crave to earn that validation I’m becoming unbecoming I’m not special, never have been Reinvention, superstition In his image, new beginnings Always scared of something Becoming unbecoming Georgia peaches, farthest reaches Student turns into the teacher Always scared of something Becoming unbecoming Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh #LeannaFirestone #BecomingUnbecoming