I Shouldn't Have Sent This Message at 6:48 A.M.

July 28, 2026: I sent the woman I've been dating a 16-minute unlisted YouTube video — I love you, I'm done taking it slow, and if you want more and more space, I want to date other women. Join the Family with me to follow this dating journey and talk it through at https://jerrybanfield.com I woke up at 4 a.m. praying and thinking about everything I needed to say, because I'm supposed to pick her up from the airport tomorrow and I could feel a cancellation coming — so I preempted it, and if no response becomes the response, I'll know she's switched over to ghosting me. In the message I owned my one real mistake: I should have kissed her when she came over, and from now on when I want to kiss a woman and she wants to kiss me, I'm going for it. I get into why waiting eight hours to answer her three-word, low-energy texts felt completely inauthentic, why I'm delaying these vlogs a couple of weeks so whoever I'm dating can't watch them in real time, and how crazy it is to choose dating apps and praying for a man over the love standing right in front of you. There's also a grocery store run to get back to disciplined healthy eating after the ultra-processed foods on my trip, dropping Jack off at his new camp out in Tierra Verde and my daughter at her middle school boot camp, the New Living Translation Life Study Bible I quoted from, and the truth I've earned from over a billion impressions online: no amount of content for strangers replaces one deep, loving partner and a handful of people who really show up for you. 0:00 The 16-minute unlisted YouTube video I sent her 3:13 I'm done taking it slow — I'm leading this relationship 6:10 The $100 million question about needing space 8:29 Emailing the matchmaker to date other women 10:24 Home with the kids and making it right with their mom 12:31 Falling asleep in my massage with Lindsay 13:47 A dating update request on my Blockchain Pill live stream 14:57 My mom, Michigan, and asking for connection 17:36 Corinthians — nobody follows Christ slowly 19:28 Moving my business back to Skool at $9 a month Continue Watching and Subscribe for more Jerry Banfield! Dating    • Jerry Banfield Dating   Life    • The Jerry Banfield Show   Games    • Jerry Banfield Games   YouTube Coaching    • Jerry Banfield YouTube Coach   Crypto Reviews    • Jerry Banfield Crypto Reviews   ICP Crypto    • Jerry Banfield ICP Crypto   Sincerely, Jerry Banfield