How To Love Again (Raura) Episode 3

Two Days Later "Laura?" My moms pokes her head through my hospital room door a sad look on her face "How are you feeling?" I stare out towards the window tears silently running down my cheeks "Empty" "I know how you're feeling. I felt it when I lost your father but sweetie you've got to move on" I shake my head slowly my bottom lip beginning to tremble "I can't move on" My voice cracks "Dallas..." "Dallas would want you to move on. He wouldn't want to see you like this" "He won't see me anyways!" I practically shout "He's dead! Dallas's dead and he left me! He left me mom!" I start to sob "Oh sweetheart" My mother gently lays down beside me pulling me close to her "Dallas's watching right now. Believe it or not he is and he wants to see you living a happy life and to forget what happened-" "I can't forget!" I cry "That night will constantly haunt me. It was horrible mom it was horrible..." "Shhh" My mom pulls me closer "Go to sleep and get some rest" I stay silent taking my Mom's hand for comfort "And sweetheart?" My mom says "Don't forget about Dallas. Just don't let him get in the way of living a happy life" 3 Days Later I'm standing by my parent's care and tears are running down my face. Today is Dallas's funeral. I'm not sure I'll be able to survive the day especially when I've been crying uncontrollably for the past few days. "Sweetheart" My mom places her hand around my shoulder "We've got to go into the church it's going to rain soon" I shake my head leaning back against the car "I can't. It's too much to handle I-I-" "Sweetie" My mom pulls me into a quick hug "Do this for Dallas he would want you to be here" I nod slowly not bothering to wipe the tears from my eyes as my mother leads me inside. The casket is sitting at the front of the church a picture of Dallas standing on top. I walk over to it staring at Dallas's handsome smiling face. I will never get to see that beautiful smile he used to give me ever again I will never get to see his goregous eyes staring at me I will never get to feel his arms around me I burst into tears at my own thoughts throwing myself on the casket and crying the hardest I've ever cried before Nobody bothered to pull me away or even tell me that everything's going to be ok They all just watched as I hugged and cried into the box that carried my boyfriend's lifeless body. -------------------------- Today I saw Skyfall with Mariah,Matty and Ben. It was a great movie!