ΰΜΛ΄ΰΌΝπ α’ββββββββββββββββπ£Μ₯βεοΉβ§βΛ I ... hate myself. The self that is never happy. I want to be happy but pain always comes to me and my life is surrounded by darkness. I cry every night. I just want to be happy. I want to get out of this pain. I want to get out of that darkness. How? How? How do I end it all? I've been happy but only temporarily. I'm too afraid that someone will take my happiness and everyone will turn away. But I believe I will soon shine in the world. I'm sure I can find happiness. Yes! I've found a way ... I just can't give up with life -ImRaraπΉ ΰΜΛ΄ΰΌΝπ α’ββββββββββββββββπ£Μ₯βεοΉβ§βΛ