☞Hey guys, I wanted to make this video talking about this type of depression that never really gets talked about but that I am experiencing. Have you ever heard of anhedonia?? Well this falls into the category of major depressive disorder. The feeling associated with it is a state of 'blah". Not happy but not sad. Just stuck weirdly in between. (those who experienced it know the feeling). Anyway, the definition of anhedonia is lack of pleasure or the inability to experience pleasure from activities usually found enjoyable and is usually experienced by those who have dealt with substance abuse. The things I used to do for enjoyment no longer feel enjoyable. Cleaning, playing in makeup, doing my hair/nails, creating content, have somehow lost its excitement. It used to be my form of 'escape' but now it feels like a chore. But I know this is just a tactic the enemy is trying to use to get me to really fall into depression and hopelessness. I am not accepting it. That is why I decided to film this video while doing something I normally enjoy - cleaning- to show the enemy that I am not accepting the lie and that I am standing on the word of God and capturing every rebellious thought and teaching it to obey Christ. Depression is just a rebellious thought; a mental state that is not in agreement with the God. Please do your research concerning this if you have ever experienced it but never knew the name of it so that way you know how to combat it! ☞Here is one video that has helped me↓ • Overcoming ANHEDONIA: How to Bring Enjoyme... ☞Subscribe here↓ / @iamuniquelymade ☞Connect with me on IG↓ 🤳Personal IG- @i_am_uniquely_made_ ☞For Business Inquiries↓ 📧Email:[email protected] #vlog #dayinthelife #kidfree ABOUT ME AND THE VISION OF MY CHANNEL:↓ I'm Monique but known on YouTube as I am Uniquely Made. This name embraces my identity in Christ and keeps me reminded to continuously live out that identity because God did, in fact, create me uniquely (Psalms 139:14). On this channel, if you can't tell, I really don't have a niche. I guess in essence, my niche would be sharing my life. Through vlogs, tutorials and even encouraging word videos, you get to know me as a person. I am a multi-faceted woman with many roles. I'm a child of God, a wife, a mother but I am still me too and I'd like to share all of those parts with you. I am always encouraged by the lifestyle of another. I think it has tremendous influence in our lives, whether good or bad. But I pray my life encourages the good,. To keep you pressing on, pressing forward, trying new things, creating boundaries, setting values and appreciating what you have while keeping faith on the things you like to see come to pass.