My Life lyric video

~~~~~~~~~LYRICS~~~~~~~~~ and now the earths spinning round thousand miles per hour winning doubt now im spitting bars loud enticing crowns at my hearts droughted the blood pumping is cold the snow outside locking me indoors now i moan about the hell that ive been through and ive endured every fuckin days a chore more and more it drags me down turns smiles to frowns when i was younger my mistakes and blunders left me insecure satan knocking at the door the rain pours straight from the uk with a straight face and straight ready to embrace hell that waits thats my life in a nutshell if it could stop now and i could rot now how would that turn out i always wonder but its what turned me into what i am to day what made the life that stopped me being scared of everything that graces earth since birth been fucked up no space to explore this amazing place that god created the fire inside my head is blazing crazy my mom always said i had a weird brain but was scared to say she probably thought i had some sort of behaving issue as a little baby the tissues in my brain were torn like a broken spinal cord but thats ignored as i missues words put together verses blurting absurd adjectives with the objective of the verbs really im a magic kid or just a spaz in the head shit im brainless empty cranium no emotions inside of it feature less face outside of it no smiles near or over here dragging me down in drear i show no fear my lifes shit from a rear in reverse adverse thoughts have now broke a nerve this is a curse everyday getting worse on the verge between shit n dirt as i spit this verse i rip up the beat it makes me happy remembering back to when i was 3 years old and clapping but still living in a shit hole evolving all on my own and as i grew my parents knew there was something special inside of me i was different but in an amazing way and everyday i made my name bigger and up to fame now im chopping up the game and feeding it to the rappers who want beef so i can reclaim what was mine before the shit my words in the container i store them in like eminems box of adverbs and adjectives but me im rapping for myself so no one can stop me now im up there with the greats clean slate but i still can relate to all the hate made me isolate so i can sedate rappers with amazing lines and reclaim my name for so long ive been rapping but nothing goods come outta it always been on my own nobody to proceed forward with still in dept pills getting to my head i feel so in adept trying to adapt to this life style this life thats so fucking vile still in denial of all of these wrongs that i need to write my pens in my hand ticking off the list fighting for my rights every night i lie and sleep and when i dream i awake i cry ive done my family wrong no money to provide inside i have a flame to ignite im the lighter tonight lightin the spark in my mind that will fly up above the sky shooting forward like a star im like picasso at my art painting pictures with words sometimes the image is absurd but i feel these words they hurt , my past my present and future all in sixteen bar verses im a tutor teachin moves like mewtwo teachin pickachu that your birth means you need to fight save your life electrify and shine an aura into eyes for life human rights are scrutinized and victimized inside people die and cry but get up off the floor and fly and fight opening up the door with their key to ending mental wars ignoring taunts falling hard theyre smiling wide up above so high no longer do people feel abused and used no clothes or food and i feel like i am no longer in a loop but now i rule with an unbreakable attitiude was screwed over but my insides have regrouped and i now know what to do how to use my vocablury paint imagary with the verses that i speak becasue i now know that i aint bleak or a freak